Gloomy

Looking through all my previous post, I can't stop realizing that most of my posts were actually so childish, immature, and meaningless. I don't know what to write anymore..maybe next time, I should just go...

Today, I feel happy.
or
Today, I'm feeling sad?
or..
Today....

I don't know anymore. Sometimes, life is just not that simple.

I so wanna blog about how I got bitched by family members, the whole "family politics", but no, I didn't. because...I'm afraid. So afraid...

I don't go around blogging about my fears, my insecurity, that I'm such a loner on the planet...

I wished I could do so, but...then again, I couldn't.