Can't zZzzZzzz...

It's almost 6a.m now and I am still wide awake. What's wrong with me??!I guess I am worried about my applications. What if I don't get into Melbourne or Berklee? Where should I go?! Hopefully I'll get to know the answer soon. The Ms Lim told me to call her back on Tuesday,which is today! Praying for some good news!:)

Besides this, I am actually kinda happy. I dyed my hair today!& highlight it as well!It's violet with a few red strands!Looks pwetty cool! I like it! Not too sure how much my mom likes it though..:P..just some pic,not very well taken though.Enjoy!


A view frOm d top!


a few red strands!cool...:)

Back from Subang!

Just got back from Subang today, one word, *exausted*! I am so tired of taking the LRT and the bus! However, besides the transport, the rest was really nice! Reunite with the 8 gang! My journey started on Friday morning. I went to KL with my dad. Due to convinience, he had to drop me off at ampang LRT station. From there, I took a LRT to Kelana Jaya. Half way through, I lost count on how many stations I had passed! When I got off from the LRT, the next thing would be the cab. So, I took a cab to subang which cost RM12, think it was pretty reasonable. Subang, here I come! As i got off the cab, I saw Lenz! yay~ Next, we went into Chua's car with Stuart! We dropped by at Pyramid, supposingly to buy bread from bread story, but, no apple danish! gosh! How could there be no apple danish in bread story!?? So, I decided to stop by in Starbucks! Got my caramel machiato and apple danish! yay~ happy again! A cup of caramel machiato! My favourite! yummmeeee...when i got into the car again, i was being call a *traitor* for not askin abang ah Chua whether he wants a caramel machiato or not! Sorry la! We then drove back to Edward's house. CheeJin and Kinfei were there by then! We yack&yack while waiting for Han darlin to finish her class! When she finally came, it was almost 3 then. So, without delaying anymore, Chua drove Han,Lenz,Kinfei,Stuart & me to the KTM! There again, my experience with public transport starts again! But anyway, we reached Mid Valley at last. First stop, head to the optical shop for Stuart's *shades*..woooo...Next, was Chua's present. The first present was pwetty easy, we found him a shirt from Topman. It was a really cool shirt, funky! Next, we thought of getting him a pair of boxers! So, we decided to check it out at Philosophy! At first, we saw this multi colour boxers, kinda like the rainbow! ahaha..but then, we thought that it was a bit too gay though, so finally, we decided on the polkadots! ahah..& the box was so cute!
Our next stop was KLCC. After getting the presents, we took the KTM back to Central, and then LRT to KLCC! There begins our acting plan! First of all, Han & Lenz will pretend that they'll be meeting someone else in KLCC, but actually, they'll go get the cakes for the birthday boyz. So, I have to go with Kinfei & Stuart. We went to Chilli's to make a reservation, BUT..you're not allowed to make any reservation, I see! So, we waited for an hour before we were be seated. Gosh!! Finally, Edward the *aqua* arrived with Gillian, Chua and Cheejin! We ordered & finally the food arrived! I was half dead by then! So hungry!! Okie, sorry for dragging on & on for so long! Now comes the event of the night! The surprise! We gals, brought in the cakes! The waiter started singing Happy Birthday song! Chua & Stuart were basically shocked! Good, we succeed! ahaha..after making their bUrfday wishes, blowing the candles, cutting the cakes...here comes the torturing part! well, of cuz, the 2 birthday boyz got it all! They deserve it anyway! We had a great time! Crapping and dirtying the place! Swear, I am not stepping into Chilli's for the rest of the year!! What a waste, we didn't finish the cake! Later, we went back to Subang...Then, it was YUMCHA time!which I haven't been for like what? 1 whole month?!omg..I miss yumcha so much!!
Around 3am..it's time to say goodnite!& today, woke up at 11.30..yack again at Han's place, then go makan at Asia cafe..
At 3pm, it's time to say goodbye to my 8 gang! got on the LRt again, then bus back to some where call HOME!
What an exciting day! Friends, I had a whole lot of fun! Thankyou Han for your kind hospitality! Thank you Chua for driving me to the LRT! Thank you Edward,Stuart,Cheejin & Kinfei for being so bitchy! Thankyou Lenz for uniting the ultimate unbeatable b**** power!Finally, thankyou Gillian darling for defending me when the *buah chan buah* menyindir!
Awwww...time to stop now! I am so tired now!guess this is the longest post that I had written after so long!pheEwww...nites..yawn yawn!

make a wish..make a wish..de de dede...

Torturin time!step1:pull ur hair back

step 2:put ur face close to d cake..

step 3:*crash* cake with face!find d candle!:p

finally:pull d candle out!mission accomplished!

free cream mask!multi colour!8 gang invention!

stuart's turn!

chua & his polkadots boxers!ahaha..:p

L-R:Gillian, me & Lenz

Han & me

yummy strawberry!ehrmm....yUm yuM Yum...

L-R:Gillian,Edward,me,Lenz,Han,KinFei,CheeJin,Chua & Stuart

What did I do last....week!:p

In case if you are still wondering,yes,I am still in love with katie meluar's *The closest thing to crazy*. Have been listening to it since i downloaded it last week! Last week, I would conclude was the most busy week in my entire holidays! First of all, I was busy doing my TOEFL on wednesday. Then I have my three essays. Later on, I have SAT on 22nd Jan, which is a Saturday! hmmmm...the test was tough though. I don't think i did well for the verbal section. It was challenging, I mean VERY! Of all, my greatest achievement would be completing the three essays and send them off in time! Hurray! Yeah, Berklee, here i come! Just one thing, the closing date for the application will be on the 1st of Feb! I am praying hard that it will be able to reach in time! & that I will be accepted!") I am really looking forward to further my studies there! I do! I think i finally found what I want! Thank God for guiding me through times when I am lost, providing me all that i need. He knows my deepest need! Romans 8:28.Lesson from the *life searching* experience, I learnt to trust GOD at all times! Of course, I thank my mom for running high and low, getting my secondary school transcripts,driving me here and there, always being so supportive in whatever that I am doing. All my friends who had given me ideas for the essays, editing my horrible essays!*hueywen,sheikyan,huaiyi & chenmeng**wink* Thanks to my music & english teacher for the referrence, my dad,aunty Jenny and godma for doing the final edition for my essays, thank you so much! Thank you for being supportive for what I am doing now. I don't know whether music is what i want, but right now, I think it is!

The closest thing to crazy

The closest thing to crazy, by Katie Melua. yes!finally, i found it!*yay* I don't know why, but i just simply luv this song..have been listening to it since 6pm today, think I am kinda addicted to it!I try to listen to other songs, but after 2 or 3 songs, i'll click on it again!not only i love listening to it, i love singing it too..Think i did a pweeetty well job too,hmmmmm..so narcissistic!*did i spell it correctly?well,don't care!*oh gosh...try it,highly recomended!

The Closest Thing to Crazy

How can I think I'm standing strong?
Yet feel the air beneath my feet.
How can happiness feel so wrong?
How can misery feel so sweet?

How can you let me watch you sleep?
Then break my dreams the way you do.
How can I have got in so deep?
Why did i fall in love with you?

How can you let me fall apart?
Then break my fall with lovin lies.
It's so easy to break a heart,
It's so easy to close your eyes.

How can you treat me like a child?
Yet like a child I yearn for you.
How can anyone feel so wild?
How ca anyone feel so blue?

*chorus*
This is the closest thing to crazy
I have ever been.
Feeling twenty-two, acting seventeen.
This is the nearest thing to crazy
I have ever known.
But I was never crazy on my own.
And now I know
That there's a link between the two,
Being close to craziness, and being close to you

And being close to you

And being close to you

Hurray!!

Finally, i've completed one of my essays!yeah..well, its not that hard actually!=) Indeed, i am quite satisfied with it!Not too bad for a start!Now, i just need to work for my two other essays, study for TOEFL, SAT, and by next sat, i'll be so free! Oh wait, NO! I still need to apply for financial aid!hmmm..nearly forgot about it! Why not apply when everyone does the same thing?
*phew*..pwetty tired now after the so call *struggle* in completing my essay! I finally realize,well,its not that hard after all!uhuh..u just need to have some ideas, write them down, elaborate a little here and there, then just type it!=) Yes!got it!Alright, that's all for today,cuz,really,i am so tired, but not sleepy!hmmm...guess i am adjusting myself back to old subang time!Where the *8 gang* hangs out at Darulsalam or Rafi till 3am or sometimes 4am, then to ed's house..yak yak yak till morning!Those were the days!Well, fwens, we'll meet on the 27th! Even the thought of it thrills me!Yes,finally, the *8 gang* will reunite for the 1st time in !=)

Why does it have to be so complicated?hard?

Sigh...why does it have to be so complicated? I am stuck! I can't write anymore! To be more accurate, I never tried! Do you know how it feels to have ideas in your mind, but just unable to write it down?! Do you know how it feels when you want something so badly but you can't have it?! I want to go to America so badly at once, then changed my mind to Australia, but now, I want America! But those essays, they really are, KILLING!omigosh...can someone please kindly teach me how to write good essays? Think!!!Take a deep breath!hmmm..think i am feeling better now. Chill...you'll be fine grace! Do one at one time! Don't crash everything into one! Once you get in, everything is worth it!!Yes!...Just a little thought* There are always obstacles along the way, but what is more important is to overcome them!*So, good luck to all those who are having a hard time applying to universities!

So proud of this picture!Like i said, d structure is complicated, but once its been done, look!just so amazing! 

Lost =(

*So, when are you planning to submit your application forms?* well, this is a question that must be asked by parents every single day!!I simply don't understand!What's wrong with going to Australia?I mean, melbourne univ offers the course that i want to study in, great environment, close to home..what else?I have friends there, relatives..well, i suppose its not the place that matters, probably if i tell my parents that i would like to study medicine, they would send me to melbourne!aha..see, afterall, its not that complicated! As long as i stick on to courses like medicine, pharmacy, or even law, i get a chance to go to melbourne!But no way!I don't wanna do science, well, not that i don't want to, but not capable of!gosh...How i wish, i will know my future!Will i ever get a job? Is this the right course to study? Most important, Is this what i want>?*sigh...*

Me, aunty?

Last wednesday,(hmmm..i think), i woke up at 6.30am!I was like, wow!What's wrong with me? I got out from bed, went bugging at my brothers until they too woke up! Since i am awake, i decided to send my younger brothers, Aaron & Adrian to school. Just trying to be nice for once..& so i drop aaron off for school and went for breakfast with Adrian. When we were half way thru, this guy who works there yelled:"ah sum ( which means: AUNTY, even older than that..), u didn't switch off your lights!". So, i turned around to see who was he actually calling. However, to my surprise, he was actually calling me ah Sum!omigosh! Was he blind or something? I was mad, but just kept quite..walk over to my car, & switch off my lights...gosh! I looked at myself, i looked totally normal like any 19 year old!i was wearing shorts, & a top, had my hair tied up..DEFINITELY not *ah SUM*!! Well, i do have a few strands of grey hair, but not to the extend to be called *ah sum* alright!gosh!Anyway, I am definitely gonna dye my hair soon. Hopefully no more being *ah sum* the next time!

New record!

My new record!i slept for 11 hours!omigosh...i slept at 6 this mornig,& guess wut?i woke up around 5pm!My mom actually came into my room to see whether i am still breathing or not!hahahaha..she probably thought i was dead!gosh...i thought it was only noon, however, when i looked at the clock, it's 5pm!i can't believe myself!i actually wasted my whole day?ehrm...well, im still on holidays!so..i shall never wake up so late anymore!NEVER!

Happy New Year

It's d 4th of jan,2005!i'll be 20 this year!omigosh!all in a sudden,i feel so old!20?!me?ehrm...had a really great time yesterday with my ex-housemates & neighbour (huaiyi,hweiernn,& younghwee).Too bad wendy can't make it!It has been a really long time since we last met each other,eat,sleep,watch tv,bla bla bla...i had a really great time!After dinner,we got back to my house,we talk,we laugh..then we decided to watch dvd!however,we fell asleep!aha..yeah..d next morning when i woke up,it was already 11.30!omigosh..& so we went out for lunch,& then ice-cream!yummy..after that,it was picture time!finally,my 3 luvly fwen left at 2pm!thankyou so much for droppin by!i really had a great time!kinda reminds me when we were in ridzuan!talk all nite...watch vcd on ernn's laptop!friends forever!


L-r:huaiyi,younghwee,ernnie & me 

L-r:huaiyi,me,younghwee & ernie..at d garden! 


again!in my room!with all d bears,pillows..