Why does it have to be so complicated?hard?

Sigh...why does it have to be so complicated? I am stuck! I can't write anymore! To be more accurate, I never tried! Do you know how it feels to have ideas in your mind, but just unable to write it down?! Do you know how it feels when you want something so badly but you can't have it?! I want to go to America so badly at once, then changed my mind to Australia, but now, I want America! But those essays, they really are, KILLING!omigosh...can someone please kindly teach me how to write good essays? Think!!!Take a deep breath!hmmm..think i am feeling better now. Chill...you'll be fine grace! Do one at one time! Don't crash everything into one! Once you get in, everything is worth it!!Yes!...Just a little thought* There are always obstacles along the way, but what is more important is to overcome them!*So, good luck to all those who are having a hard time applying to universities!

So proud of this picture!Like i said, d structure is complicated, but once its been done, look!just so amazing!