I wish you love

I wish you bluebirds in the spring,
to give you heart a song to sing,
and then a kiss but more than this,
I wish you love.

And in july, a lemonade,
to cool you in some leafy glade,
I wish you health and more than wealth,
I wish you love.

My breaking heart and I agree,
that you and I could never be,
so with my best, my very best,
I set you free.

I wish you shelter from the storm,
a cozy fire to keep you warm,
but most of all,
when snow flakes fall,
I wish you love.

-- ost from Prime --

Boston is back to its rainy days again. The cloudy sky..rain drops falling on my head..cold wind blowing at my face..
Walking down Newbury St., I often wonder when is my shelter going to appear...
A broken heart, is hard to mend, especially during the cold cold days of winter. Keep wondering...keep waiting...keep searching...
Now..
This very moment, I decided to stop wondering, stop pondering, stop yearning, stop waiting, stop...
Stop seems such a strong word, rather, give up.