Sometimes, reality can cause so much pain, yet, it wakes you up, and releases you from living in denial. I'm just glad that I'm finally waken from my dream. At the same time, I'm heartbroken. I guess it will heal over time. But right now, I must first learn to forgive. Eventually, everything might settles down, back to how it used to be, but it will never be the same.

Waken by the one call from someone I love so much, a call that woke me up not from my sleep, but from the dream, the dream that I have been happily living in for the most part of my life. Why does reality always have to be cruel? The truth is heartbreaking. The pain is unbearable, but I guess, all these while I knew it about it. Subconsciously, I was prepared. God has prepared me well to handle this situation. I have never fallen from such high ground before, and my heart is bleeding. Will it ever stop?

New York City

This is the third time that I'm visiting NYC in less than a year's time. I used to long to visit NewYork, but I didn't have a chance to till last October. Here I am, in Boston, only four hours away on the bus, all the way, cruising on the freeway, to the big apple.
Shops which open till midnight, 24/7 restaurants, broadway, brightly lit 42nd street, yellow cabs, ever posh 5th ave., phunkychic soho, good and reasonable food. New York City, a true living city.
I don't think I can live in New York City, but I definitely love the city for it's liveliness. With the company of Bel, Steph, Mel, Liv, & Lionel, this trip was definitely a great one. All the kodak moment, food hunting, subway taking, map reading, shopping, stuffing tissues into our ears in order to prevent the cockroaches from invading our bodies (yes, the hotel was really bad),but...
I still love NYC. and..I'll be back!
*for pics, click on the title!Enjoy=)*

Maybe

Just maybe...

I should not have enrolled in summer course.

Reasons:
I miss home already! My family, friends, food..arrrggghhh...
Gloomy weather. Broken hearts. The atmosphere is rather depressing.

Solution:
Bear with it.