Heartbeat
I almost lost you. But, I could hear you now. A slow and steady pulse.
*lup-dup.lup-dup.lup-dup*...
and it keeps beating...
I'm back, and alive.
isn't it?
I almost lost you. But, I could hear you now. A slow and steady pulse.
Watching the video on Bob’s death for the second time in less than 4 months brought you back into my mind. His death reminded me of yours. The minute he let out his last breath, I could no longer hold those thick fat bubbles from streaming down my cheeks. I miss you ever more. I could imagine you lying on your bed, your brain slowly shuts down, the nerve cells disconnecting from one another, and all that was left was your body, an empty core, lying still, waiting to let its last breath out. Was it painful? Did you experience the pain that Bob did? I would never know. The fact is you are gone, now and forever. It is time like this I wish that you were here. Then, at least, I would know what to do. You are always so wise, and strong. You surely would know, won’t you?
You are a stranger in this land, bound for excitements.
You gain, you lose, and the wheel of life keeps spinning.
If all these are mere punishment for my behavior, I wish it would stop.
Winter used to be unbearable till you came along.
Sometimes, we tell lies to protect the people we love.