ME time

Every time I look at you, I lost what I have to say.
I could not think rationally, hence the irrational side of me surfaced.
It hurts to look into your eyes,
It hurts to hear your voice,
It hurts to even be in the same room with you.
I know you mean no harm, and I know you care.
The fact is, we know this is not going to get anywhere.
We are very similar, yet different in many ways.
Right now, we are at different stages in our lives.
Going back and forth will eventually ruin the beautiful friendship we had,
which I cherish deeply.
Maybe, one day, we will meet eye to eye.
For now, all I need is ME time.
So, please understand.

P.S I love you.